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Title: The Diary of Jane
Author: Argyle_S
Pairing: Jane/Maura
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Rating: NC-17
Length: About 27,000 Words
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance.
Warnings: Explicit sex. Pregnant Sex. BDSM. Branding. Mentions of sexual assault.
Summary: Three weeks after the incident with Dennis, Maura has to fly to D.C. for the weekend to consult on a case, but she leaves something behind for Jane. Her journal, which contains a series of letters she's written to Jane over the months since the two settled their argument over Doyle's shooting. Letters she's been too afraid to show Jane.


My Beloved Jane,

It's Friday morning as I sit writing this. You've just left for work, and Angela is sitting across from me, rocking Tony and singing him a lullaby. I've had three weeks to taste what my life could be like. After months, I've finally screwed my courage to the sticking place. I know what I want, and for the first time in my life, I'm going to ask for it.

If you've read this journal, you know what I want. I love you with all that I am, and in every way I know how. We're friends, and then we took a step and became best friends. I want to take another step. I want to be your partner, your girlfriend, your lover, the person you raise your child with and hopefully, someday, your wife.

If you can not return my feelings, I will not blame you. I'm not going to ask the impossible.

But if you do feel what I feel, if you can find it in yourself to love me as more than your best friend, I ask you, I beg you, to take this step with me.

I ask you to love me.

With all my love,

I closed the journal and carefully wrapped the elastic band around it, then sat it on the bedside table with all the reverence I would have handled a holy relic. Then I picked up my cell, and pulled up Maura's name from the contact list.

I was just about to call her when I realized that was the wrong way to do this. She'd asked me in writing, and I should answer the same way. I hit the text message button, smiling as I heard Korsak scoffing in my head. I ignored him. No way was I waiting until I could get a physical letter to Maura.

My Beloved Maura,

Yes, forever and always.

With all my love,

I smiled as I hit the send button, then climbed out of bed and headed for the shower. Today was going to be busy.

The Diary of Jane Chapter List
Chapter 01
Chapter 02
Chapter 03
Chapter 04
Chapter 05
Chapter 06
Chapter 07
Chapter 08
Chapter 09
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15

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